I’m sure i was productive. I probably had friends in real life too. Heck, we probably did crazy things like leave the house!.. sometimes i ask myself, what happened to my goals? my motivation? All my previous hard work and education for naught? No, they’re still there. Just put aside for me to indulge in the drug that is Tumblr. I don’t know about you guys, but having a tumblr makes me feel like i’m on the outside looking in. I’m watching the world pass before my eyes without having a part to play. In the great words of Andrew Martin (Bicenntenial Man), “That will not do”… watch the movie if you’ve never seen it, one of my favs.
On that note. i’m contemplating deleting this blog and my music blog (definitely deleting the music one) and strictly posting on my personal art blog. It’s weird. I want to keep it because it IS my inspiration blog. and there’s lots and lots of inspiration on here (just no motivation). but, i almost feel pressured, like i have to constantly update and post for my followers, like i’m letting them down if i don’t post something throughout the day. I finally understand what Sam meant sometime ago with her other blog.
I’ve met sooo many awesome people through this blog and i don’t want to cut ties with any of you. :/ (i wuv you guys)
I think i’ll just leave this blog here but update very, very rarely.. the only problem is, i know myself.. i give in to temptation too easily. :/
who knows. we’ll see..
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